Staring at the buildings, it makes me feel like I'm alive for a while I snuck outside for a cigarette and sat myself down on the pine Hoping for a passerby I'm not much of a talker, and I've never been They say a city kid never survives without wit So I'm testing my hand, I'm testing it with you We don't know if that party will get out of hand tonight But I know they've got money, so drugs they will be in our plans For a while But who knows after that, as a matter of fact I don't wanna end up in the same place I'll wake up in a bed with a person that I've never met And feel better than this I won't be around the way I can't sit back without anything to say I'm only one man alone, with my own little holes And I wish I could say, I wanna be on my own