You're not even trying to run through the motions with me anymore I don't blame you, I'm distant, and I've placed us both on opposite shores I'm talking to some god and we haven't spoke in years, and I'm drinking 'cause I'm too Weak to fight If I can't remember for myself, than how can I tell you what happened last night? Pick me up at my friend's apartment Maybe don't, I don't fucking care I'll be piss-drunk and I'll say some nonsense I won't even know that you're not there anymore I am willing but not able to be whatever it is you need me to be But last night when you talked on the phone, were you doing it just to get away from me? Pick me up at my friend's apartment Maybe don't, I don't fucking care I'll be piss-drunk and I'll say some nonsense I won't even know that you're not there anymore It's tearing me apart that I'm tearing you apart I'm tearing you apart and it's tearing me apart It's tearing me apart that I'm tearing you apart Again and again and again Pick me up at my friend's apartment Maybe don't, I don't fucking care I'll be piss-drunk and I'll say some nonsense I won't even know that you're not there anymore