I can't believe I did this shit again, I'm fucking sorry
Its so alarming, I know girl its hard
We are craving our story out, God I'm so charming
Each time that you leave me my jokes are disarming
I know that I panic when I think that your leaving
I manage, to keep you near me
The damage is done yeah, it's gone but you planned it
I know that my charm is to my own advantage
I wish I was different like Bridgette is sick
Then I can't face the shit that I did
So I twist it and bend it, to get it to fit
Like I wish it would do on its own
Fuck I'm sick, don't you listen
I wish that you would run away, I'm fucking so ashamed
Of everything I ever say, I hold your fucking weight
Over your head, and then instead of taking it away
I make it worse and say things like "Without me, you don't have a thing"
I tell you your nothing
But something I should say to you before I die
I'm a fuck up, yeah I fucked up both our lives
I tell you your nothing
But something I should say to you before I die
I'm a fuck up, yeah I fucked up both our lives
I can't believe I did this shit again, I'm so ashamed
I'm so amazed to wake again and see you stayed
I fucking hate everything I ever say
I never mean anything, but hand to God I'm so afraid
That one day you gonna walk away
And I'll be faced with all the shit I tore apart
Man all the carnage in my way
Fuck its hard to face the shit I do
I knew that all the pain would weigh you down with hate
I hate it baby, dang I wanna say
That I'm sorry for the shit I did, I'm fucking sick of it
I never meant to tear you down man, are you listening?
Bridgette this is just a way to make you get the gist of it
I never meant to break you down, I promise baby this is it
The end of all the fucking pain, I swear that I'ma change
I fucking hate the man I am and I'ma fucking break
I can't believe I'm in the mirror staring back
And see a person I don't recognize
And why you staring back at me?
I tell you your nothing
But something I should say to you before I die
I'm a fuck up, yeah I fucked up both our lives
I tell you your nothing
But something I should say to you before I die
I'm a fuck up, yeah I fucked up both our lives