They say I'm sorry for your loss, I saw the vlog
I know it's hard for both of us he called me once
Yea he was strong, my god no it's not
Constellation for the pain, but hey the constant pain is gone
Yea all the love, the flowers and the thoughts
It helped us all so much and then I saw you moving on
And now it's gone, It's only been an month
And now the image that I got is that my father is dead to rot
Man what the fuck is going on with every thing I say?
It's ripped apart for days changes that way that I made you think
I never gave a fuck about my dad and y'all believed
Everything you read I hate to change, I can't contain the pain
I feel inside my veins with every beat my heart can make
It see to hate for every name I say
I carve inside my brain, I'm in my cave
I'm caving in I'm angry dang I wanna say
The things I think but know the way It goes I'm afraid
See everything I did I had my father on my side
And not he died and I'm alive to see the dream he had survived
And while I try I have these evil people think that they can find
A clip to change the way he meant to everyone alive
It's sick but this isn't all the shit that's on my mind
See they can try and find a broken fanbase all they like
I rather draw the line and multiply, I'll add up all the times I said
But gave a fuckin' zero to subtract it from my life
They like to say there sorry now
But it won't be in awhile
And I know everyone goes I'm moving on
They like to say there sorry not
But It won't be in awhile
And I know everyone goes I'm moving in
(Yeah, uh)
My patience is leaving me, I hate the sequence
So why'd you go?
They screaming sorry but don't answer when I called a phone
Said she'd got cancer and they've read it, so they had to know
This is how the fuck I'm about to take the news and start to cope
I know that you don't give a fuck if I'm a sunken swamp
But when you pass me out in public you just fake a grand
Ask me for pictures and my number than go tell your friends
"He wasn't all that cool in person, but I met the kid"
I've got an issue, I'm pressing you, we're shitting in investments
You do not listen or get it, you just go fake for a blessing
And then you take what you're given, and try to make us look bad
Say "I'm full of myself, want me to give you half?"
But put yourself in my shoes, you'll get called around two
Like what when you were about to do, the usual that you do
Playing something so cool, you try to play it off cool
No matter what the one you love is what you're about to lose
Than hop online, see they apologize for views
Can't work it out, I've got the tools, what's the use?
I don't think y'all realize why I might just
Take my trust and hide inside from the fumes, it's not like us
To be into obsessed sick and twisted, viewed restricting from you
This isn't right 'cause, you reach out for love
You turn for my stress
But seeing her life less, makes me love my life less
Why would I care for you?
They like to say there sorry now
But it won't be in awhile
And I know everyone goes I'm moving on
They like to say there sorry not
But It won't be in awhile
And I know everyone goes I'm moving in