I shouldn't care about the things they say but I do And I can't blame you Cause this pain comes from deep inside And their words come for me when I lay in bed a night Despite the good things that I am told This struggle it will come and it will grab a hold Of my body and my soul Taking control And I just can't let go I don't know where to go I don't know where to go They say you gotta let go But I say just know That its just not that easy They say you gotta let go But I say just know That its just not that easy Through all this pain I have survived I've learned How to carry on When everything is at its worst And I just can't seem to get a grip on this curse Thats when the devil will taunt me But I can't take the bait Cause if I do that'll seal my fate And the door it will lock behind me But I won't let him defy me I don't know where to go I don't know where to go They say you gotta let go But I say just know That its just not that easy They say you gotta let go But I say just know That its just not that easy