I'm going nowhere at full speed Always after you like a chase scene No thanks to the intake Breathe slow and think straight The demons hide within my mind An escape is what I need, but can't find So destroy my eyes and kill the sights Of the regrets and mistakes that I've survived Take my life and end this fight End all these wasteful nights See the future and what it holds Reality grasps us all by the throats I don't wanna be jealous Of the people on the news I don't want death to be something I have to use So never again will I say No never again will I say That I want to, that I want to take my breath away So no I'm not scared to die It's the things that come after that plague my mind These thoughts they come and go Some leaving holes in my soul And I just feel so dull So no I'm not scared to die When it's my time remember these lines Take my past and make it last Cause life goes way too fast I'm in way too deep It's getting hard to see What it's like to be me So stop, look, and breathe And realize, realize That the sane won't isn't me