Are you ever sad for no reason Like your world is falling apart Like someone's reached through you And ripped out your entire heart Am I the only one who feels like Everything that's good can't be true Cause the past has given me trust issues And it's just not something I can work through I wanna be the best I wanna be clever and smart I wanna make something you'd hear And be like hey that sounds like art I don't wanna die alone I just want somewhere to call home Can you see me now living breathing and deceiving Painting a picture with my words Trying to make sense of all this hurt but I can't Maybe I just wanna be heard Maybe I just wanna fly like a bird Maybe I wanna reach places I never thought I could But always felt like I would One day I'll realize I'm becoming the person That I despise And one day I'll realize that this mountain Is just too tall for me to climb and I'm starting to think Yes I'm starting to think Maybe you're the reason my ship started to sink