I can't remember when I last felt this way
Nineteen years of fighting and it's the first time that I can stand up straight
And I don't know why you're acting kinda fucked up
But I don't mind 'cause I think it brings me satisfaction
It's been a long time since I've asked where I'm at
But I don't wanna stick my nose in the types of things that might concern me
I think it's clear why I left
But it's kinda fucked up, yeah, it's kinda fucked up
That it went like this
I liked when you said that I'm going to hell
I'm friends with the Devil, yeah he'll treat me well
Heaven's for people who took your advice
Nothing is learned when you're wasting your life
Watch the smile return to my face
Swimming insecurities have always been a part of me
I thought it was some kind of game
But it's kinda fucked up
I'll admit it, I fucked up
And I laughed when you said that I'm going to hell
I'm friends with the Devil, yeah he'll treat me well
I think that you ought to take this advice
Nothing is learned when you're doing it right
I am gonna make it, gonna make it
I am gonna fake it until I make it