I'll rot here waiting for you to fall
So i can point my finger and say i told you so
(I should've seen this coming)
And i'll stand out in the rain drenched in all of you
And what you put me through
I've been down and out since you left out cold
More alone than ever, never more scared of the future
And if getting old is just like this then i quit
I'm not build to hold this pressure
So just rot all yourself away
Every last bit you have left
Like you have in the darkest blues of my head
I had hope with you but it went out the door heels over head
Across the room i'd see you, but in my mind you're dead
And i'm learning to live alone, 'cause it's for the best i'm told
But i can't help but feel unwell with the thought of just myself
I'll stay home hidden for the summer
I've found no comfort in the weather
I think clearer when i'm covered
I haven't always been a pessimist
But i guess i've had bad influence
And at least if grey hangs over me it's honest
And i hate to say i told you so
But i told you so, i told you so
I had hope with you but it went out the door heels over head
Across the room i'd see you, but in my mind you're dead
And i'm learning to live alone, 'cause it's for the best i'm told
But i can't help but feel unwell with the thought of just myself
And you'll always be a potential that i'll never meet
A bar that's set too high for me to reach
I'll get over you and all the shit you put me through
If i wake up and think of you i've got so much left to prove