4 years slipped right through my fingers Cause in my memory You faded fast We faded too fast But I don't care I don't care You could be anywhere without me And nothing's been the same without you We were 3 years ago And I still see you around somedays You're not quite how I remember It must be all the sleepless nights and alcohol 'You looked tired, you look worn out.' 'Ive been so unwell for so long now And I honestly don't know when things will get better.' Do things ever get better? She looked at me and said: 'Baby please, I feel like you're leaving me.' With sweaty palms I smiled And looked her straight in the eyes 'Darling, it'll be okay, everyone leaves eventually.' Eventually 9 months on and I still feel exactly How I did that night in your bedroom Sitting by the window Sharing a cigarette And thinking about leaving