Lately I've been night and day Maybe I could find a way I think I'm to paranoid I can't block out all the noise In my head I hear sad voices I'll blame them for my bad choices Check my wrists ya won't see scars Promise I still fall apart Been 6 months I've spun my cycle Must be time it's been a while Next round I'll be more prepared Honestly I'm fucking scared Think I have cut my brakes Left my family and my mates Maybe there's no going back I'm not sure how to feel about that Over cooked, isolated Introverted, yeah I hate it Run away from all my problems Maybe I should stay and solve them Lately I've been night and day Maybe I could find a way I think I'm to paranoid I can't block out all the noise In my head I hear sad voices I'll blame them for my bad choices Check my wrists ya won't see scars Promise I still fall apart Been 6 months I've spun my cycle Must be time it's been a while Next round I'll be more prepared Honestly I'm fucking scared Think I have cut my brakes Left my family and my mates Maybe there's no going back I'm not sure how to feel about that