Listening to Iron Maiden I ain't made of Iron man Stark without the Tony my lonely heart in a frying pan Spiders and centipedes hide inside of this dying mans Mind amongst the maggots behind my eyes with a violent plan I try and stand like Macy Gray I just stumble fall Four floors tumble amongst the rubble n crumbled walls Stutter to myself my tongue Is sore I plummet more Then I've done before as I'm writing wrist with an underscore As angles cry I was raised In webs of a tangled lie Falling from the sky, never taught I was made to fly These Feathers fall, demons laugh as I face the fire Walking next to satan through needles glass and his razor wire I gazed at lighters, mezmorised by the naked flame Never felt alive, more like paper I'm blank n plain May containt feelings of feeling nothing, crank the flame Press it to my skin whilst feelin numb can I take the pain I'd break the chain put an end to this mental health But I've deaded every friend of Severs I sent for help So I'm lying on the bridges I've burnt so my flesh'll welt I can't help the sick inside me saying I'm Ment to Melt No saint I'm set for hell, happiness I'll never see It's like a cold entity dark energy enters me Walking right behind me, smells the scent of the sweat I bleed Breathing down my neck when I'm on the edge he's tempting me I got my family placing bets on my day of death How I'm gonna do it the rusty blade or a razors edge Dangle legs hanging a busted neck In a neighbours shed Sitting in my car with a garden hose till I fall asleep My heart won't beat, harsh smoker of tar toker I'm fuckin sick I barely hide it I'm hardly sober Keep on askin me who will show me love when the parties over Covered in this petrol I'm bout to spark like I give a fuck Like you give a fuck