I should tell them as it is
How it's all a damn charade
I should tell them as it is
How they're nothing but pieces in your selfish game
I should show them what you are
Only building to destroy
When I begged you not to end it all
As you tried to leave them bleeding
An ocean of blood, form a network of lies
A lifetime of self-hate, a dream of demise
One way or another, it was always the plan
Any lamb would be slaughtered, I was just first at hand
I never wanted my family to burn
Yet you wished them to hell and to never return
With your knives in the hearts of the ones you matter to
Just make it through
Save yourself
I'm surrending
The night may be over
But the World carries on
In your perfect little fantasy
You want me to scream?
Oh I'll fucking scream
I'll scream the truth out for everyone to hear
Because I dare to be honest
I dare to be real, dare to be myself
And I'm not scared anymore
So tell me I'm dead
How it never mattered, just an act
A chronical hypocrite
Waiting to strike
My shadow may fade
With the mark I've made
But it's okay, 'cause my sun finally rising
Save yourself
I'm surrending
The night may be over
But the World carries on
In your perfect little fantasy
Let it go
I'm surrending
The dream may be over
But the fight carries on
In your twisted own reality
When no one's alive
Whose blood can be spilled?
When everyone's dead
Who remains to be killed?
You know why it happened
I know that you do
But we both know the reason
That reason is you
Save yourself
I'm surrending
The night may be over
But the World carries on
In your perfect little fantasy
Let it go
I'm surrending
The dream may be over
But the fight carries on
In your twisted own reality