Waking up in the dark, I am falling into nightmares I don't want to be here, afraid of what might happen The shadows make a terrible noise And I recognize the voices I want to run away with you now But I don't know if I can be that strong I want to live I want to grow old I want to live I want to see it through with you Waking up in the dark, I am not the same I was then And the smile I once loved is buried in an ocean of lies I must have wept a million tears Even now you live within me A part of me still likes when it hurts As the smoke lifts my memory of you I want to live I want to grow old I want to live I want to see it through with you And now I'm loved for who I am instead of what I'm not I have changed, you are still the same I want to live I want to grow old I want to live I want to see it through with you I want to live I want to grow old I want to live I want to see it through