I guess I couldn't love u as good as the clay can Push as hard as a daisy Got stuck my foot in a paint can I stumbled halfway outlined my fate in the pavement It wasn't my day doc crunched the numbers jus like rain man Can't erase the frames Feel like my memories forgot me Where all the bdbs n bobos grandma and auntie My way Cops sent some pop shots n some tear gas got off scot free My top Patna reappeared w arcteryx for the swap meet Two days later in shawty baby daddy car exchanged My angel wings for sharp teeth All sweet but he know I'll bang it at him she call me Evolving through the course of a day Power only dwarfed by restraint Crowdfunded the sores on my brain This is is my shrine This is my sacrifice This is my culdesac Been back here twice Weeks jus lashing out discovered when I write All these small addictions b draining the color out my life I keep a blic but can't escape the thoughts Of what gets left behind The news got me the type of sick I get when mother n i fight Can't take your seat at the table cause the stool is up too high I see when niggas get famous the revolution in them die They gnaw my flesh Mispronounce my name Deny my breath Snap my bones in two Memorize my screams and Memorize they steps