The harder I work The smaller escape The taller the gate They say it's all in the game And I should feel honored to race The harder I work The smaller escape The taller the gate They say it's all in the game And I should feel honored to race Feats of strength for applause Jus slap some gauze on that thang And don't be awkward on stage New bone deposit my face I owe my life to the cause Give my all to the gang Because without em I'm lost My martyrdom entertainment Walls of my brain I recaulk Meaningful recall unembraced U hear me cough in myself I hear you scoff at my jays One for each day of the week Burn each one down in a day Everybody treating my regular I lost my elders n baby I wandered helpless in St. Louis Lost myself to the pavement I couldn't even remember What I was searching or chasing U said u seen me wake up twitching Seen your mom keep me stable That incident cost me December three more ribcage I cave The cost of me doing business My garden tear irrigated Now I'm too player to know me Guess how the fuck I was coping Finally sober and it's jus another layer of lonely Niggas retrace to my home so I keep my laser the closest I told mama I need new chrome she think im playing or joking I told her that I'm on my second watch sum change in her knowing She watched her son change Into something tucked away for the longest Me n mitch gon crash the car We shed those those tears on the highway Me and Isaiah did the same Then he went his I went my way I'm off to bury another angel I ain't think I could die When I feel things b surprised I'm dry I ain't think I could cry If mama took her self serious As me ain't no way I survive The sun jus pace in the sky Tryna escape the horizon The harder I work The smaller escape The taller the gate They say it's all in the game And I should feel honored to race But you hate loving me say it However awful it taste I threw it all in the flames n I know it Laughing so hard the shit painful I know it