Found out Welts make wit The shelf make hits We self made men Stealth pay bills Few Well placed lick Gotta talk in person still Net sank ships N the Work thankless still grateful Can't get wrapped in that these niggas tryna take it If ima have my back Then really gotta face Optimism w some moderation I ain't different from nobody gravesite thankfully Greatest fear is that the spotlight changing me Or that it's nothing and my people rest ain't in piece Whatever judgement day Just Wear yo brave face already Know we gon b passing notes faithfully Laughing so hard it hurts Laughing so hard it hurts God be joning on me I b jonesing for another spliff He give another day of life and the bullshit that come w it Laughing so hard it hurts nigga think he a comedian I'm doubled over in tears they point howl beat on me On tour wowed by the scenery and What it mean to b a second class citizen See why they wrote the green book Learned that you could pack a hunnit cash even a mean hook To fight to death over what we got left they still don't see you Invisible man Fists is solid dentures lifting up the skin of my hand Was on my college campus attached to that blic niggas playin She jus dm she really tryna scratch that itch when she land They know I'm him Ain't have no clout or coins but niggas demand They Piled us in a hourglass we jus been kicking the sand In niggas faces they complacent all apart of the crash Love way outweighing the trust jus showed my mama the stash If ever niggas talked uncareful they start walking it back Made the mistake of acting careless my last spark in the trash By the time I smelled it running yelling it resolved into ash When I seen these other niggas puzzles ain't try solving mine fast Got no regrets about effect I see the cause in my past Don't want acknowledgment or debts respect is all that I ask The routes I ran in Charlotte carved into the small of my back My daily mental plus addiction feel like crawling through tacks My ancestors busy I hit em they calling me back Laughing so hard it hurt I wonder if they hate us yet We made em built our playground out of bayonets Everything I need to say to smile start crying saying it This tape my only taped confession