I got bloodstains in my eyes You're not here i feel alive But I'm dying every night So pull the fucking plug, I won't come back Make my body disappear Got demons breathing down my neck If you ever fucking call me Fill the cup up with some x-pills I regret the juice and the white lines I regret the blue lips, bad times Wish me dead, I never die Keep my blood racing Didn't ever do it in time I keep a bullet on the side What you say? Just in case I'm feeling alive Heart scars, strangers Fake smiles, cover up the danger Long nights, break ups Tamed love, caught up in the same spot I got bloodstains in my eyes You're not here i feel alive But I'm dying every night So pull the fucking plug, I won't come back I keep a bullet on the side What you say? Wish me dead, I never die Keep my blood racing Didn't ever do it in time I keep a bullet on the side What you say? Just in case I'm feeling alive Heart scars, strangers Fake smiles, cover up the danger Long nights, break ups Tamed love, caught up in the same spot Heart scars, strangers Fake smiles, cover up the danger Long nights, break ups Tamed love, caught up in the same spot