Looking up to heaven and the only thing I see Is the iron sun that's hanging in the sky for its disease? we're in, pretending I don't care? see is when I'm down on my knees I'm coming down, I lost my nerve And I'll finally get what I deserve I see the enemy and the enemy is me And the only thing that I have left is a total lack of responsibility I'll forget about everything, I did it myself, I can't deny That I know there ain't anywhere left for me to hide