I conduct my seed I climb on notion or deed I prepare to tear apart My life, a fragile reed I attain the peak I have no right to seek You deserve much than this I am not fit to speak Imbibe the tide that swells inside It was never like this before Hating all I saw The filthy lack of pleasure Made my heart an ugly whore But this is not the same Nothing can be blamed This is not still-life It grows stronger with each day Imbibe the tide that swells inside I decide against But when I turn to face It builds and builds And I cannot deny it has a place It is too late to mend To work I will descend Break the dam and break the bridge Upon which all depends Imbibe the tide that swells inside