Feeling like the fog is lifting Creeping sense of dread Existential, uneventful I fucking wish that I was Somewhere else, in another time Putting distance between your existence and mine Somewhere else, in another time Putting distance between your existence and mine I'm always down, I'm never out I'm always down, I'm never out I'm always down, I'm never out I'm always down, I'm never out I'm always down I'm never out A chemical reaction, nearly fatal interaction I want to close my eyes It's anesthetic It's my aesthetic It's the wolf I deprive I'm not even here, you're not even making any sense There's no fucking point to anything I keep the bottom pointed up, I'm drinking to survive Just in case your asking, I'm not even dancing I'm trying to stay alive I'm trying to stay alive I'm trying to stay alive I'm trying to stay alive I'm trying to stay alive I'm trying to stay alive I'm trying to stay alive I'm trying to stay alive I'm trying to stay alive I'm always down, I'm never out I'm always down, I'm never out I'm always down, I'm never out I'm always down, I'm never out I'm trying to stay alive I'm trying to stay alive