Can I spread frustration Without speaking Without parting my lips Except to breath? I let my actions speak for me Because my words collided with yours It created tension and frustration So I left I didn't turn around to see How troubled you were that night I promise that it paled in comparison To the anguish each step brought me As I walked away My heart pumps your rhapsody I still lick my lips To the thought of you So now I'm stuck here In the purgatory of longing For that one kiss goodbye I try to empty myself Of all desire that I crave for you But the attempt only brings me to my knees I succumb to you idol This subconscious social vampire Who haunts every thought I chock on the will to demand patience Only to find myself swallowing blood