Everyday i become more afraid of the form i take this Person unfamiliar to me each waking moment fixated on Past encounters as i sift through the ashes of who i Used to be i fight this everyday more of the same Bludgeon myself with the hope of resurrecting my dying Dream i fight this everyday words were spilled Carelessly i'm trying to remove the stain i don't want To know the answers you'll give i would rather kill The messenger killing me i fight this everyday i reach Inside to remove the organ that's bleeding the life From this frame