Watching you like this Tears me apart You regress your feelings The guilt is all mine I can't forget a feeling like it meant nothing Torn in two as you Regress this frustration This walls are closing in on me - my wrists feel so weak This urge never overcame me so strong Like thorns in my eyes I hear your voice still silent in my ears In dreams I smile - in consciousness I cry What happened to the promises? Your lies and hatred You shut me out Became what you despised magnified I know it would hurt you but I wish I could just wake you up You're not waking up this time Set yourself up for self-destruction again You're not waking up