I wanna run Only one way down It's even deeper than before (the hole has swallowed us) The prey are in control I've seen the other side, it's darker than it was It stretches what I love until it falls apart (In the minutia and the nuance) There's a cloud heavy above (watching it inch closer) The blackest beam to take me up (I can see it couldn't touch it) Even from the highest rung (in this cell we call a full life) Is it here I'm finally stuck? With the soldiers and all the suffering (all good men) But the smothering of what's undone Runs like blood A synesthesia filled needle pokes through the skin How can I be so certain That this was more than the sum of our urges? Down we go It felt so good to analyze and correct But you never really know until the foot's on your neck Where will I be when I've aged and I can't connect? With these little rat fuck kids and the pigs who sign the checks When the buzzing noise rots your ears, and the breaths clog your chest Or better yet what are you gonna do When it comes your turn to pay time's debt? Like birds of prey spitting out the bone Like watching my dreams come and go You're staring into your new god's soul I'm swallowing the rabbit whole You're staring into your new god's soul I'm swallowing the rabbit whole Down we go You're staring into your new god's soul I'm swallowing the rabbit whole