Stale, numb beating corpse of a symptom Hide out in the hallway You, my choice, when I didn't choose to feel anything Try and do it on my own Oh, I feel dead Never admit you pretend Fentanyl rush Who kicked the door down Not from the exit Chasing the gunpowder, I fell right in Under the shower the flower forgives us Denying everything, seasonal drain I never wanted to die on the west coast Tame smoke Tighten a grip on the cellphone Hang up Livid star Magnify the defects that strangle my heart In between the solstice we fell apart Lie, laying your head on my chest Oh, if I fail Cigarette ash on the bed What does it cost I couldn't save her, empty the garden Can you forgive me the way that I've been Hell could be easy if time could release us That which controls me will take you away I never wanted to die on the west coast Never to hold you again Die on the west coast