I cant fucking help it, my bones are shaking under my skin
My mind so heavy, my mind so empty, I've lost track of everything
Is this what I always wanted? I'd wake up scared and shiver back to sleep
On the long walks home I would ask myself, why are we so alone?
Chasing each others shadows in the dark
Get me the fuck out of here alive
And all the answers I can not take
And the questions make less sense every fucking day
I've waited long enough for the end
I've seen snakes with pretty faces and bloodshot eyes
Nothing will drag me deeper than hearing your voice across a dim lit room
Nothing will bring me back to life, the reapers grip so tight
Nothing will drag me deeper than hearing your voice across a dim lit room
Nothing will bring me to life
Bring me back to life
The reapers grip so tight
I'm scared I let those years go to waste
So long ago the last time I saw your face
As the train pulled away, I saw you smile and wave
I dipped my head and focused on the features of your face
As the hours passed, I wish I never made it home without you
Nothing will drag me deeper than hearing your voice across a dim lit room
Nothing will bring me back to life, the reapers grip so tight
Nothing will drag me deeper than hearing your voice across a dim lit room
Nothing will bring me back to life
Destroy me, destroy me
I've lost track of everything
Destroy me, destroy me
This life has lost all meaning
It's too late, there's no time for goodbyes
My youth has given up on me, I'm dying inside
Is this all I know? Is this all I know?
This deathbed is my home