How did we end up getting here, the lowest of the low? I've sunk below the bottom, past my breaking point So sick of feeling mistreated Out of luck and out of hope I can't break free from the troubles in my mind Like chains around my head killing me inside I can't respond to my mistakes without a trace of disappointment I can't let go and I won't let go 'cause I'm scared of what I'll find There was beauty in those moments But it's shadowed by my plastic smile And what's wrong with me? I can't pretend to be happy I feel the guilt overcoming me Feel depression trying to retake me Feel my pride get washed away I hope you're happy now, that smile is hiding more than me You're not alone, but you're lonely You think you got it all worked out But you're running from the truth And I can tell that those doubtful eyes Are full of shit that you can't forget You can't forgive yourself Nowhere to go, nowhere to run, nowhere to hide Are you happy now? Don't waste your time That smile can't hide your misery anymore You're not better than me You're not better than me