A painfull lesson to be learned Distances mean certainty to me Loopholes in every situation Commitment is the greatest fear Antagonize the one in control I'm still my own worst enemy Reflecting what I've done A rash promise: I'll be there Step out of the shadow of my past mistakes But I'll stay the sad and p off boy you've known Who refuses to find peace in life's circumstances Struggling from day to day, Breaking the patterns of my behaviour I surely won't let the demons win. "Until I'm there" But not this city and not in April.