Leaning on the edge this time Pacing back and forth I find that I can't get it right Steady on my troubled mind Bitter tasting words like Why did I never write home You think I am so worried and careful I know you're right, it's true I'm a weeping willow And I know places that make the rainy days seem so bright I've been to all of them a few times Oh, what I sight You say the world doesn't really want you to fade Because it is passing So hold on to all the little things that you love Cause I am crashing Just want to fade Watch it all drift away As I make my big escape Spill my guts to the wall I find Wasted all my precious time That I never got right Leaning on my wounded pride Not the way I was designed But I see no lie I've lost every nerve on you Plucking each one one at a time It always eats away at you Steady on your troubled mind I'm scared of ever finding out All I lived for was a lie All the worries and the doubt You don't even think straight sometimes Fading quickly, hear it coming I thought I saw it pass me by Love me with an empty heart tonight Just want to fade Watch it all drift away As I make my big escape Just want to fade Watch it all drift away As I make my big escape