No matter what I do I can't redeem myself Or how I try Start over again Strip clean - pick up the pieces Who made the rules Who decides When I've made up Paid up Ten months this time Twelve before Few others could take much more Do it right When I'm not even given the chance How can I To correct the mistakes I've already made? It's so hard to live up to standards When you don't even know what they are How can you expect me to change?