I stood outside by the window Mom lay bleeding on the sofa Dad dry heaved in the kitchen I didn't wanna deal He passed out on the formica She held an ice cube to her lip She stared vacant at the screen She didn't wanna deal I drove behind the Winn Dixie Smoked a bone and listened to Metallica As loud as I could stand it I didn't wanna deal I started thinking He's just biding his time X-postal worker Eaten up inside Unemployed and disgruntled Eaten up inside Waiting for nothing Waiting for a sign Waiting for nothing Waiting for his time One day he'll snap and kill her Then he'll shoot me while I'm sleeping Then he'll drive to the office And kill'em all before he shoots himself He was still passed out as I entered She was locked up in her room Locked up and waiting Another day I ain't gonna deal