Black dust in orbit cascades down like a parachute Bricks on my shoulders, this gravity hurts when you know the truth I'm pulling my weight in gold Call me anxious, call me broke But I can't lift this on my own Pulling my weight in gold Call me anxious, call me broke But I can't lift this on my own We dreamt like martyrs— I never thought I was bold enough. You pushed me further And I take the blame for the both of us I'm pulling my weight in gold Call me anxious, call me broke But I can't lift this on my own Pulling my weight in gold Call me anxious, call me broke But I can't lift this on my own Oh, Universe— hold me up You tried your best, is it ever enough when it's already dragging me down?