What does it feel like to wake up without anxiety What does it feel like to fall asleep before it's even three What does it feel like to never fake being happy Well I wouldn't know, I wouldn't know, I wouldn't know I wouldn't know, I wouldn't know But I wanna know I've been riding ferris wheels and trying to breathe I've been having sleepless nights since I was thirteen I know I could have given up so long ago But I wanna know, I wanna know, I wanna know I wanna know, I wanna know, I wanna know What's at the end of the rainbow Sometimes I can't disguise the shadows that don't wanna move So I'll shed a little light on my mind that I'm working through I can't feel colorblind with all these things I wanna do So I wanna know I wanna know where I'm gonna go I've been riding ferris wheels and trying to breathe I've been having sleepless nights since I was thirteen I know I could have given up so long ago But I wanna know, I wanna know, I wanna know I wanna know, I wanna know, I wanna know What's at the end of the rainbow I'm so sick of the bad days But I'm living for the good ones, woah I'm so sick of the bad days But I'm living for the good ones There's always a rainbow after rain I've been riding ferris wheels and trying to breathe I've been having sleepless nights since I was thirteen I know I could have given up so long ago But I wanna know, I wanna know, I wanna know I wanna know, I wanna know, I wanna know What's at the end of the rainbow I'm so sick of the bad days But I'm living for the good ones, woah I'm so sick of the bad days But I'm living for the good ones, woah