Wanting to
Believe in you
But it's you
Who doesn't believe anything
You do is wrong
Hurting me
Repeatedly
And honestly
It's all on me
For thinking that
I could ever change you
And it's so wrong of me to want you like I do
If all I get from you
Is excuse, after excuse
And all I do these days
Is sit around and wait
For you to grow the fuck up after your mistakes
I think it's funny how
You so clueless 'bout how much I know
I'm asking you some questions
I already know the answer to
Just like you'll never own up to
Sleeping with that bitch whose shoulder I leaned on to cry about you
Ran out of options, did you?
Out here doing the impossible
To hide the shit that you been up to
And how am I supposed to
Look at you
Thought you ain't want to stress
But it's been five months since you moved on to the next
(To the next)
Can't even lie and say that I'm impressed
But I'ma take this time just to reflect
On my end
I know I played my part
I'm sorry, 'cause we both know
She can't take your mind up off me
This is my letter to you
And don't doubt it
Man, I love you
But you make it so goddamn hard to trust you (you make it so hard)
And if we're being honest
I wanna hate you
But I can't replace you
But I just can't get over you
And it's so hard to love someone
Who can't love me
How I want him to