Felt things change for just one day But now it's back to the same old ways Failure is an ocean instead of a floor The bed is a raft floating away from the door Swallow salt just to taste something Heart can't push blood that's thickening Some say it's suffocating Say that I'm not living Paranoia comes knocking She's my only friend Paranoia is here again She's my only friend I let my guard down to meet someone new Said she was disappointed Said I fucking knew Sometimes it's suffocating I don't feel like I'm living Paranoia's always lingering She's my only friend. Paranoia comes knocking She's my only friend Paranoia is here again She's my only friend