I tell myself it's okay to feel lonely Pretending I don't really care Just throws me into arms of people who Don't notice whether or not I'm there I try my hardest not to get nervous Don't wanna be a shark in the water Still learning how to live on purpose Maybe all of this is karma Why am I going under? I'm praying I can turn this thing around I'm over my head and I'm out of my mind I wish I was an anchor but I'm Floating, floatin' And another tidal wave is coming Treadin' water It's gonna sink me down to the bottom Chosen, chosen I know I'll rise to the surface again But another one is coming Now you're just being cruel Is this happening on purpose? I'm scarred from the years of my youth Is starting over ever worth it? Now I'm treading water lost at sea The universe is testing me Can I make it on my own in this place? Maybe I'm right where I'm supposed to be Why am I going under? I'm praying I can turn this thing around I'm over my head and I'm out of my mind I wish I was an anchor but I'm Floating, floatin' And another tidal wave is coming Treadin' water It's gonna sink me down to the bottom Chosen, chosen I know I'll rise to the surface again But another one is coming I just realized I need someone To lean on when I'm leanin' Am I the only one who's feeling Like this is the hardest part? And I don't know where to start I gotta love myself enough to say that nothing Is better than the wrong thing And I just want the real thing, I'm Floating, floatin' And another tidal wave is coming Treadin' water It's gonna sink me down to the bottom Chosen, chosen I know I'll rise to the surface again But another one is coming again Another tidal wave is coming now And it's gonna sink me down to the bottom I'm Chosen, chosen I know I'll rise to the surface again But another one is coming