Take it all, or leave it Feelin' inside my head Drugs are my only friends Laying inside my bed All alone Going out bad again Hit with a text don't send Feelings you could never mend Close to home And I took the drugs (And I took the drugs, no) To keep the pain away But it wasn't enough (It wasn't enough, no) And now I'm just a waste Now I'm just stuck thinking All the times we had My mental health is sinking Man this shit so sad So I picked up drinking 'Cause I got too mad I was overthinking Running from my past But nothing Will stop this Feelin' inside my head Drugs are my only friends Laying inside my bed All alone Going out bad again Hit with a text don't send Feelings you could never mend Close to home Yeah, aye, yeah All these thoughts going through my head (My head) Thinking when we used to hold hands (Hold hands) Three shots down Imma take one again (Yeah, yeah) Why can't I understand how I got like this? (Like this) The exit, I'm close to it (To it) I just wanna go home, but here I stay floating Yeah, yeah Take it all, or leave it I feel you