Ripped apart Driven away Stabbed in the heart Back to the start Fire away Take your best shot Mental shield Is what I have got Yeah i've been waiting 40 days and 40 nights in hunger just to feel like I'm alive Yeah i've been holding on to all my demons just because they make me feel like I'm alive Cynical coward He was only a boy That you should've helped You should have supported I've taken back what is mine And what is me I've taken back a lot of things that you stole from me I've taken back what is mine And what is me I've taken back a lot of things Yeah i've been waiting 40 days and 40 nights in hunger just to feel like I'm alive Yeah i've been holding on to all my demons just because they make me feel like I'm alive Yeah i feel numb, I feel weak and I feel dead I didn't even hear a single word you said Casually agony, eaten up by apathy That's why I That's why I That's why I waited 40 days and 40 nights in hunger just to feel like I'm alive That's why I did hold on to all my demons Yes, because they make me feel like I'm alive