Loaded Gun, It's not much fun No matter how it's turning out The trigger shines, a finger slides I feel the blood beneath my skin Now here it comes I just wanna know how I'm defeated Do I want to? This is fun Still the same Barely staying in stabilities I just lay writing words for nothing But the slight chance for you to know In other words, I call it faith All my love's always so twisted Here I am, 3 in the morning I just wanna sleep Loaded Gun It's not much fun No matter how it's turning out The trigger shines, a finger slides I feel the blood beneath my skin Now here it comes Everything's speeding up this evening Left me far behind this time Now I know Barely staying in stabilities I just need to hide to erase the feelings I can feel they want me to All I want's a rainy day Another day, I feel so wrong Paralysis invades my body But I no longer have no bellyache Loaded Gun It's not much fun No matter how it's turning out The trigger shines, a finger slides I feel the blood beneath my skin Now here it comes Fame and excitement slowly faded Watched it go by Nearly sane Now I know Barely staying in stabilities Fall to pieces to be a grain、 I can feel this stain in my heart Staring at what comes alive Time to time I feel so happy I just want to know what's lacking 4 in the morning, getting hard to breathe Sinking afloat, it's a burning thirst Just on my own Just on your own Just on our own Left in these wastelands Trying to find the voice beneath this Heart that's never found Loaded Gun It's not much fun No matter how it's turning out The trigger shines, a finger slides I feel the blood beneath my skin Now here it comes Everything's speeding up this evening Left me far behind this time Now I know Barely staying in stabilities