I can't afford to make another bad decision And I can't be trusted to make the right choice Just how do I fit into all of this? You know my happiness is in your hands now I want to run and I want to sabotage Sabotage! I can't afford to lose it all again Sabotage! Show me why I need you more than I need anyone else Make me care for you, God, save me from myself Remind me of the person that I used to be Before all the lies, disappointment and all the tragedy I want to run, and I want to sabotage Sabotage! Destroy it all before I care too much Sabotage! I'm looking for something in Someone else that I can only find in myself I want to run, and I want to sabotage Sabotage! I'll destroy it all before it can hurt me Sabotage! I burnt it, burnt it down And buried it in the ground The kindest lie that I ever told The kindest lie