Regret that haunts you each and every day You won't forget it eats away at you like a disease Infecting you Strangling tight around your neck Constricts every breath There's no coming back You're despised, you search for answers that won't come You're despised, there's no forgetting what you've done You're despised, it rots away inside of you You're despised, tearing you apart from the inside out Disgraced you take refuge inside the hate Left to decay I am a piece of human waste I can't take back all of the stones I've thrown I still would not take back what I have done It is too easy to throw blame when there's so much there to throw Why do my decision hunt me like a demon in the shadows There is no need for a scapegoat when we are all to blame I'm tired of saying the same things over and over again