I'm sacrificing watching you grow As I pay this price I need to keep my good thoughts close by So I can make it through this night This never-ending night Don't get me started on what it feels like When everyone says that they're proud of me Wilting away what's left inside I can't stop this pounding in my head It's myself in the mirror That I can't stand I killed the man I used to be Family and friends - a luxury lost If my failures are passed on to you I must make sure you're strong Any problems just let me know!