Into December night To haunt some happy streets Smithing molten thoughts Dirty checkers on my feet I feel like a dog Waiting at your door Whining desperation Lost dreaming of before Christmas lights on the palms And trees in family rooms Walk the edges of dead ends See the stillness of the moon If I could make the right sounds If I could find the words Maybe I could make the call come Maybe it wouldn't hurt I wish I could know I don't wanna hurt anymore I recall what you said Worn lines like quicksand in my head How do I let go I don't wanna hurt anymore You said you might be in love We were parked on second You were blowing it up Calculate the time that's passed And wonder if I've healed You said I shouldn't wallow But do you know how you feel It isn't fair to leave it open To leave me on a watch Do you wake with someone warm I wake with thoughts I can't stop I wish I could know I don't wanna hurt anymore I recall what you said Worn lines like quicksand in my head How do I let go? I don't wanna hurt anymore You said you might be in love Under decorated trees You were blowing us up