How could anyone want my face this close to theirs? I'm sorry I woke you up. I'll go read downstairs. In Saturday morning light, I'm on a wet balcony seat. When you appear in the glass, the nervous joy When our eyes meet. Will you let me know if you're still here? Will you let me know if you're gonna disappear? I'm trying to forget the way that you made me feel. And if I know that you're gone, maybe I can heal. We took a night drive up to the mountains, to climb for a setting sun. I fucked up the hot chocolate. But fourteen miles in the cold, It was painful fun. I sang you a birthday song in bed with the dog and the fire high. I improvised the words. I think I mentioned that We might've almost died. Will you let me know if you're still here? Will you let me know if you're gonna disappear? I need to forget the way that you made me feel. And if I know that you're gone, maybe I can heal.