"Darkness so pure not a single ray of light can find its way to me. How long have I soaked in this darkness... eternity? Though at times I think just a moment. I feel nothing, as though there were nothing and I am floating in it." Was this the moment that started it all? The edge I stood on for so long The moment before the jump No catch before the fall The forgiveness only lifted the burden for so long And when I had it in my hands, it anchored me underwater I knew it was over Hеr hand, golden and aged, pulled mе to shore "Are you alone?"