I remember the bathroom light and a body barricading the door The ending of one's innocence, running down like tears hitting the floor Where do we draw the line between power and lust? Because of you I feel weak and everyone has lost my trust I will never be the same after the violation, I was left in disarray You prowled on me like a lion waiting to bathe itself in flesh One decade has passed but the memory is still too fresh Was this the moment that started it all? The edge I stood on for so long The moment before the jump No catch before the fall The forgiveness only lifted the burden for so long And when I had it in my hands it anchored me under water, I knew it was over Her hand, golden and aged, pulled me to shore Lifted the weight off of my back, mended together, then it climbed back on my shoulders I lost my grip and my mind, trying to come to terms with what happened that night Things would be much easier if I was fucking blind