I partied with models and Barbies
Potheads and some alcoholics
Masking they pain with a molly
And doing coke in the hallway
Depression
Or whatever you would like to call it
Can't keep up if my mind is already Off it
Offing these beats
Trying to just offer the streets
Shit that I've been manifesting
So I offer this heat
I'm only saying it once
So don't expect a repeat
I'll keep this shit
So don't expect a release
They just off of it
Out of it
All of it
Therapy calling our names
But we decided to alter it
Offering weed bottles
And alcoholic anonymous
Being honest if
I told you I don't keep
Most of my promises
Bottling up anxiety
Liver screaming sobriety
Fuck the society
And police brutality
Cause them crooked ass pigs
Just shit down the whole party
Don't even have a buzz
The shit just barely started
I just need a
Cup of the henny
Then Jenny throwing her panties
And uh
Freaks surround me
Make family proud like I'm penny
And uh
Getting lucky like finding a lucky Penny
To any nigga that's with me
Know the pain that's deep within me
I'm just
Asking for ways
Trying to
Make brighter days
Cause I'm
Stuck in my ways
And just
Masking my pain
And I'm taking life for granted
Trying to play the cards I'm handed
This will manage for the damage
That I try to hide and banish
And I can feel the rain
I can see the smile
Brighten up most of my days
And I can feel the rain drops
Behind the clouds
What if it could rain in space
And I can feel the rain
(I can feel it I can feel it
For brighter days
I can feel it I can feel it
From miles away)
And I can see the smiles
Brighten up most of my days
And I can feel the rain
(I can feel it I can feel it
For brighter days
I can feel it I can feel it
From miles away)
Drops
Behind the clouds
What if it could rain in space
Fluorescent lights hit my head
And then I fade away
I
Thought I seen clouds in space
I
Will fly at my own pace
I
Have lied to my own face
Vivid paintings of disgrace
Broken porcelain ponies
Scarred on my face like I'm Tony
20 years old and I am lonely
Only Sol captured on Sony's
Slicing the macs to my Ronis
Watching my back cause they phony
Know my first name like baloney
Roll up the loud call me stony
We love so Holy matrimony
Fuck love where is the alimony
Fill up my cup where is that Hennessey
I'm seeing you seeing me painting me Call it evenly
Even Stevie can see the dreams I'm Dreaming for
What I'ma be
I
Had my heart broken at a young age
Told my mom flip the page
And see her daughter on the stage
Working minimum wage
Lame ass job
Just for pay
Spending most of my days
No time for no child's play
But everything I touch will turn to Gold
Oh
Everything I do will not get old
So
Young but I have an old soul
Straight from the cold
Better days we go
Listen
Listen
Listen
And tell your friends it's me you Mention
Pay attention to prediction that I'm
Contradicting
Remaining optimistic
Playing underdog to the oppositions
No y'all mutha fuckers gotta listen
And I can feel the rain
I can see the smile
Brighten up most of my days
And I can feel the rain drops
Behind the clouds
What if it could rain in space
And I can feel the rain
(I can feel it I can feel it
For brighter days
I can feel it I can feel it
From miles away)
And I can see the smiles
Brighten up most of my days
And I can feel the rain
(I can feel it I can feel it
For brighter days
I can feel it I can feel it
From miles away)
Drops
Behind the clouds
What if it could rain in space