Wish I stayed in school Wish I stayed in college Coulda benefitted from the structure I been making beats like Knxwledge Real niggas link up All them fake niggas keep quiet I'm dancing in my room This My Type of Party I gotta reschedule therapy Sometimes I feel like I'm scared to be me Smoking the Za got me hearing things I'm focused on my career and me Lately I been wanting clarity I cannot miss its a rarity Must be something in the air it seems I need a real one to cherish me I gotta reschedule therapy Sometimes I feel like I'm scared to be me Smoking the Za got me hearing things I'm focused on my career and me Lately I been wanting clarity I cannot miss its a rarity Must be something in the air it seems I need a real one to cherish me ♪ I don't remember the club I don't remember the nightlife Really I been in a rut My generational zeitgeist I used to live for the highlights Working on living on my time Back in high school I was online Fundraiser working the hotline I gotta reschedule therapy Sometimes I feel like I'm scared to be me Smoking the Za got me hearing things I'm focused on my career and me Lately I been wanting clarity I cannot miss its a rarity Must be something in the air it seems I need a real one to cherish me I gotta reschedule therapy Sometimes I feel like I'm scared to be me Smoking the Za got me hearing things I'm focused on my career and me Lately I been wanting clarity I cannot miss its a rarity Must be something in the air it seems I need a real one to cherish me