Thought I'd never meet a god
In the same life
Tried to leave it all
Thought if I got involved
I wouldn't see the flashes of my whole life, searching
Now I'm tryna make you my whole wife
Churching, ain't working
You can't get two of life
I put my head down and get to it
I know what I'm doing right
I know all them dueling nights
Was the fueling I needed
Waves of trauma never receded
Who else you know
Murray's brushing and hustle
But hairline never receded
Needed, a lil Lia
To take my mind of this evening
Whether it's fiending or leanin
We all need it
We all need him
We all feel it
At the end of the day, we all greet 'em
The sword shine like it know it's time
To slide through what's beneath 'em
Unique compared to what you think we could be
Like Uniqua and Pablo
Three kids, big body Tahoe
Ride low, we check to check
Ride slow, breast to breast
I wish y'all could listen without guns lies and sex
Momma analyzed bills and checks
Swear we was hexed, the dexterity
Keep my head up, I flex
With my hands just carrying
I was built to break all barriers
I'm- perceived as a sexual being
My whole album was about grieving
Abuse I don't know about
'Cause kin taught don't run your mouth
Running out the tunnel like south
I seen the light
But history repeats and insert our plight
God I might, take my life
Tonight, just to meet ya
To meet ya
Thought I'd never meet a god
In the same life
Tried to leave it all
Thought if I went with it all
I'd fill a void in my life
Avoid the real life
I stored feelings I abhorred in real life
I done seen some shit like
Don't tell me what it is like
Don't tell me that it's his fight
Don't tell me I do or don't live right
I'm tearing up this that real write
I'm tearing down anything here white
I'm tearing down anything I fear like
I'm acting out of love not fear right
I don't fear right no more
I don't veer right no more
All that's left is my path
I don't feel right no more
And if all that's left is my dad
I don't feel right
I don't feel like you get why I'm mad
I don't feel like I feel right, I-
And I'm just trying to meet ya, again